Happy Birthday 2 Me

Hey all, I find myself here the day before my 29th Birthday listening to Anita baker and wondering why it doesn't mean that much to me. I mean I guess it should be a big deal but it doesn't feel like it I think I'll start to worry nd over think my life when I'm turning 40. Right now it just feels like another year has gone by since my last one, should it feel any different?

Well lets see what's been going on in my life since last I blogged? I was involved in a couple naked get together because I hate the word orgy it sounds so 70's. The first one was a bit of surprise if only for the fact that a friend of mine was involved ("Gerren did you just lick my balls") of which I was later assured he didn't. That one was a lot of fun in that i liked everyone involved sex aside.

The second one was a bit more separate, where the first one was a free for all and I nor Ryan was focused on 1 person. The second naked gathering had Ryan and i concentrating on different guys for most of the time then we came together after a couple people left. All in all Ryan and My first "Orgy" was a good experience.

New Years was a lot of fun also, we were suppose to go to Cip's parties at Cip Lounge and The Pound but by the time we got through traffic and found parking it was pretty late so we stopped in the Lonestar to say our hellos before we left but after a couple Long Islands I wasn't going anywhere, aside from the fact that we ran into Nelson's Boyfriend(Nelson is the sexy guy that bartends at B-Unit) Zack and his friend who's name escapes me. Ryan later asked me how that was because I don't really hang around loud fratboy types because that's what they seemed like to me but it was fun I had a blast,they are crazy guys but I had fun.

I've actually been hanging out with Mikey more and that's really been a blast for me because I feel really close to him and honestly there are only a handful of people I "Miss" when I don't get to talk,chat,communicate period with and to actually hang out and just have a good time is even more rare. I recently took some pictures of him for my portfolio and I think they came out great.

Speaking of re-connecting I got back in touch with my very first gay crush and really good friend Eric. I sometimes think it's weird how people can come in and out of your life and if you are truly connected it's as if they never left. I'm glad Eric is one of those people, His Fiancee Jeff has a really beautifully written article in Frontiers magazine that I think everyone should check out.

I feel bad though because I know I should go down to Sacramento to see my ex's new apartment. I haven't been avoiding it but it sure is hard to get around that far when you don't drive but hopefully "Dreamy Dean" and his new man "Sexy Seth" will forgive me. I'll try to get a caravan out there next weekend.

Well let's see I should have some more stories after my Birthday weekend. Later.

Here Are Some Pictures From My Portfolio

This one is just a picture of our little angel(Now if only she'd act like it.)I still took the picture though