Back in the Saddle

 Well friends what a week it's been, I guess there's no place like the beginning right? It all started with a great web site called BigMuscleBear.com Now Ryan and I haven't been very involved in the bear community but after frequenting The LoneStar we found some really cool people and some very very cool new friends to hangout with. Anyway so after about 3 weeks of going to the site and not registering we finally decided to and within the first couple of days we chatting with some pretty hot looking guys tee,hee. It was different for Ryan and I to be flattered by guys who look like for the most part that they would be gruff and maybe not the friendliest people, but to our surprise and delight every single guy we have met at The Lonestar and through BigMuscleBear.com have been the nicest people you would ever want to know.

 OK enough back story so the weekend of the 4th was obviously Labor Day weekend and if you didn't know the Bay Area was hot...No I mean hot, like I spent Saturday,Sunday and Monday from the morning till 5pm naked laying in bed,doing nothing really but drinking water and trying not to piss on myself. I digress, We decided on Sunday to finally drag ourselves out of bed and into the car to go down to Guerneville to meet up with Mikey and Danny It wasn't that bad not as bad as I imagined anyway. We talked to Loren(My Place Bartender and all-around good guy even though he forgets that one night we were so drunk at My Place when I was ordering a drink he pulled my pants down and tried to stick his finger up my ass) and he said we should stay at his and David's house in Guerneville at one of their cottages on their property. We get down to Guerneville meet up with Mikey and Danny and pretty much just chilled at the pool,chatted played UNO then decided we should go to Lorens house and meet David. After about 30 minutes of "Is this it...No,is this it?"

 We finally decide that we are just going to the house we think it is and knock on the door and this older man with a British accent comes around from the backyard a little annoyed that we didn't knock louder or say something.LOL. He was very charming it was almost like walking into a job interview for some reason I suppose when I went to get the bags Ryan told him of our interest in the film industry because by the time I settled myself they were talking about David's days in Hollywood as a Director then as a writer. I don't know if anyone has seen Gods and Monters but it was something like the scene where Sir Ian McKellen's character is describing his days as a director. I feel like I should be soaking in everything he says because if I don't I might miss something important I guess that's why when he started talking about writing this mini series that continued the story of a very important movie in African American culture I was just mesmerised because within 2 minutes of him vaguely describing the story he wrote and who he wrote the story with I knew he was talking about Queen The story of Alex Haley's Mother. Now only 2 other people know how important four movies are to our friendship.Those friends are Gerren and Derrick and the movies are The Color Purple,Roots,Queen and Waiting to Exhale not necessarily all four movies to all three of us but those movies come up with us every so often. Needless to say Ryan and I opened up to David like I don't think either one of us have in a long time it was very inspirational meeting him and I'm not sure why but I think it was important for us to meet him at this point in our Professional and Personal lives.

 So after we talked to David we got all good and liquored up and headed off to Fifes where Danny and Mikey were. We found them pool side with some what I call "ManCute" guys(you know the guys that look like they could rotate your tires but then serve you breakfast in bed) and for the life of me I can't remember their names but I was in such a talkative mood and a little tipsy that I just start rambling on and on,about the things that I ramble on about when I am horny and tipsy. Go figure. The six of us decide to go to The Rainbow and start the night. At The Rainbow the first of a night of just go for it moments I feel one of the ManCutes press his package on my ass and on the inside I was like"just grab it...do something." but he didn't and I didn't much care I had fun teasing and I think at one point when Mikey was playing the video game I put my hands down his pants but I can't be 100% sure. The night after awhile started to bleed together and I remember running into Gil a manager/bartender at The White Horse Inn in Berkeley and thinking I would so love to have sex with him but being drunk I can't be sure anything happened I don't think it did. Well suffice it to say the night didn't end on a great note I threw up and then went to bed. I think what happened was that I don't really drink that frequently so sometimes I forget my limit and that was one of those nights, the next day was better though we came home and I slept.LOL.

 This past weekend was a little bit better. On Friday we went to The White Horse Inn and chatted with Gil and Ryan realized another guy we thought was attractive was a bartender there too we found out it was Gil's roommate and ex. I wish I could say that the news dashed our thoughts of sex filled hours with either of them but it didn't,actually I don't wish that it did. So that was fun and then the music was good mostly for me but it was good top 40,Hip-Hop and R&B. We met these two guys who teach and they were also attractive one of them in particular was mesmerised and couldn't keep a conversation because he kept staring at my ass, maybe it was my Beyonce bounce that did it either way i took it as a compliment It takes quite a few squats to keep my ass showroom clean.LOL.

 Saturday night found us at The Lonestar. **Sidebar** I don't know what it is but lately I have been having some very good body image days drinking lots of water,working out more eating better who knows but I love feeling like this. I hope it sticks around.LOL.*** I bring that up because have you ever walked into a room and just felt/knew that almost if not everyone was looking at you and you knew it was you because you could feel something inside you radiating just some real powerful vibes? Well that's how I felt on Saturday I could hear Janet Jackson "All night(don't stop) playing in my head and I walked what could only be described as a strut with a touch of runway it was weird. What was more weird was having I kid you not at least 10 guys come up to me and ask me if they could buy me a drink or just introduce themselves within the first 5 minutes of being there. The night was pretty much like that we met up with another of the My Place regulars Paul having just found out that he had been "hot for us" and we both thought he was sexy and charismatic and like most of the guys at My Place just so much damn fun to be around. We all talked for a long time and chatted with some other guys and the three of us made out and felt each others balls which is something I love doing I don't know why. After awhile we dropped Paul off and went home.

 Now This story is marred by the boredom and action/fun killing task of transforming the garage to a digital workspace for Ryan and me. I get the feeling that once this is done we are going to go on a fun/sex spree for awhile.

 Hopefully later on I'll post some of the pics I've been entering into random contests. I still(for those who are wondering) have every intention on photographing live models and need those of you that I already contacted to pose for me it's just been so hard to work on the room which is being set up as a digital dark room and trying to take pictures at the same time. So most of the pictures I've been doing have been landscapes and digital "artwork." Also I've been learning Photoshop CS and Corel Painter more.

 

Boring...Boring...Boring

Well guys what can I say it's been a slow couple of weeks. Not much of anything has been going on, I re-read my last entry and remembered that Sacramento that weekend was booty. We went back to Sacramento the weekend after and it was a little better...I think. Ryan H. got pretty drunk and licked my neck. Derrick got pretty drunk but he thankfully didn't try to lick my neck. Mikey and his friend who shall forth be called Chick(cause god help me I don't even want to murder her name by trying to spell it) came out which was a shock to me cause Mikey never wants to go to Sacramento. The only problem I have with Mikey at this point is every time we've gone out lately it seems like he's in a rush to get back home and/or to Danny. Which although annoying at times is understandable my only problem with that little bit of co-dependency is it makes me feel like I'm in high school and hanging out with that one friend we all had/have who wants to hang out and be like a family until she/he gets a man/girl and then they ditch you quicker than Paris Hilton and her panties. I don't want it to seem like I'm mad at him or anything but it just bust my chops sometimes seeing friends unhappy or in any way  keeping part of themselves hidden to keep the peace. But hey what do I know right, I mean Ryan and I aren't exactly the picture of perfection but I'll be damned if either on of us aren't ourselves with at least each other. I know him and he knows me and we respect each other no matter what. If nothing else everybody deserves that, and you shouldn't feel the need to hide anything about yourself just so that special someone never has to strain a brain cell in a conversation. Anyway that should have been tangent territory but oh well.  

 Other than that things have been going really well, I finally got a screen writing program and started on my first screenplay,My only problem at this point is that it's coming along pretty well which means it's gonna be a bitch to edit. I also down loaded Corel Painter and between that and Photoshop CS my ass is getting bigger by the minute so it's back to the gym on a regular basis and less going out on the weekends.Yeah right.

 Last weekend was Cip's Birthday party and that was 3 kinds of fun. Almost everyone from My Place was there and it made me realize how much I miss all of those booze bags.LOL. Ryan and i got Cip some tiki theme Candle holders and some candles it wasn't much but he's hard to shop for. Besides at least we put some thought into it he has a tiki theme bar at his place(Cipworld). I was actually gonna blow up this really cool picture I took of him at a Sparrowspoint rehearsal. It was just taking me too long to do what I wanted to do to it. Maybe I'll post it here soon, I did take some pretty funny pictures at the party(Tenisha I'm looking in your direction).

 Well guys I'm sorry that if you've gotten to this point in the entry that it's pretty much been a sexless post,Maybe this weekend'll bring on the fun. For me and you guys. BTW I just want to say thanks to all the people(Who I don't already know) that have sent e-mails and "stuff" hope you guys have as much fun reading about my exploits as I do having them.